I am not sure I can do this. I was just a viewer, not wanting to share of myself, feeling like it was too much, it was, I am not sure how to go about this, I can't even function let alone write my feelings, fuck the world, who the hell delt me this hand, a year ago I would have never thought I would be here now. But you have a beautiful family, it will be ok,
GO FUCK OFF.......
I just want to sit in my room and cry, or die.... It will never end, I know that now that I have read other blogs, I know it won't, it doesn't seem to help by writing about it, maybe one day it will make me feel better but for now it is making me feel worse.
The world SUCKS and I can't even go walk in the woods and scream it is so fucking cold........ . Everyone in my life needs to go to hell, all the good wisher agggggg........................................
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