Thank you for reading, thank you for following, I need a break to try and live my life, to move on, to be here now with my children, to be here for my cat to try and break free from the pain to ignore it, just for a while to pretend to have a normal life to move forward with me. While Simons loss occupies my thoughts I need to let him be a beacon of light showing me teaching me a lesson, he was there to teach me a lesson, to make me grow and move forward in my life, I am not sure how yet, but I know there is a reason there is always a reason to grow. Just know I am not gone but trying to be here now in my life.